Here I am! Send Me!

Dear Friends,

                Isaiah, Paul and Peter.

                These three figures are prominent in today’s readings. They were people totally caught up in their own day to day lives. They did not wish to be different or to relate to God in another way. But each was surprised by God and ended up in a new place spiritually and even physically.

                Isaiah was from Jerusalem, an aristocrat, married with children, a bright man, totally absorbed in his life and times, a faithful believer who worshipped regularly in the temple. He was also a reluctant prophet.

                Today, we hear how Isaiah had a vision, i.e.  he came to a new and compelling consciousness of God calling him to speak God’s word to the people. By the end of the passage, when God says “Whom shall I send? Who will go for us?”, Isaiah steps up.  “Here I am. Send me!” Isaiah had moved  from no apparent consciousness of a new mission to an ardent commitment to speak God’s word.

                Paul was a whole-hearted Jew, who made tents for a living and a man who was hostile to Christ and his followers. “I persecuted the church of God” he confesses in today’s second reading. Yet Paul, in a moment of conversion, moved from hostility to being one who claimed Jesus as his Lord.

                Peter was from a small town in Galilee, far from the places of power, married, satisfied to be a skilled fisherman, self-reliant. Prone to put his foot in his mouth.

                On this morning in the Gospel, he and his dejected partners washed empty nets. They had fished all night and had caught nothing.

                Jesus, the non-fisherman, stood on the shore nearby and told Peter to go out again.” Cast out into the deep.”

                Peter was called back to the same place he had failed and was asked to try again. Daring to go back, Peter knew great success and realized it was not of his own doing – an important step in coming to a new commitment to follow Christ.

                In much the same way as these three, you and I are absorbed in our everyday lives. In our homes, families, work-world, we are sometimes reluctant to follow God’s call, or hostile or so self- reliant that we don’t need God to tell us how to fish. Yet each of us is called by God, touched by God, invited by God in a unique way to be the embodiment of God and the bearer of Good News to our world. “Why me?” we might ask. “Why not me?” Each of us called by God at some point to go beyond where we are.

                It might be to a new place like Isaiah. We may have to give up long- held convictions like Paul. We may have to return to a place we’ve been, like Peter, only to be surprised by what God offers us there.

                This is real. This is true. 

                What will it take for us to cast out into the deep, or to say “Here I am! Send me!”?

~Sister Joan Sobala

Remembering Our Call to Integrity

 

Dear Friends,

                On Friday of this week, the eyes of the world turn to Beijing for the Winter Olympic Games. Some of us will be glued to the TV as medal counters. We want to see who is best in the world. We want to hear personal stories of failure and success, pain overcome, victories unexpected. We admire and honor their dedication and their self - control.

                All that dedication can push athlete to make some poor choices, for example the use of performance enhancing drugs, as we see sometimes when medal winners are tested.

                Where there is unlimited potential, it comes as no surprise that the potential for disordered  desire also arises.

                The Greek world, long before Christ, knew of self – control and  fostered it not only among athletes and the military but among educators and civic leaders. Do the  Christian Scriptures themselves advocate self- control as a way of following Christ?

                In Galatians 5.22-25, where Paul lists the fruits of the Holy Spirit, he does include self-control. Does he mean the same thing as the Greeks do when he invites us to understand self - control as a gift of the Holy Spirit? No, he doesn’t. Paul tells us that as followers of Christ, we must be other- centered, to “be renewed in the spirit of our minds and to clothe ourselves with this new self (Ephesians 4.22-24).”

                Maybe self-control isn’t a word that speaks to us today? Maybe the idea would be more intelligible to us if we were to use the word integrity – that is being who we say we are and making our choices about our behavior based on our values and our commitments.

                We cannot cultivate integrity by ourselves. Followers of Christ soak ourselves in all that nourishes our integrity when we come to the Table of the Lord. In these COVID days, some people choose not to come, even virtually. Yet at the Eucharist, we are in the presence of God who draws everything toward life. We are in the presence of people who struggle mightily with believing, who have known great pain, great sorrow, great love. We are in the presence our deepest selves, perceived only in a mirror dimly.

                Integrity doesn’t deepen automatically at the Table of the Lord. We do not overcome self-centeredness or addictive habits automatically at the Table of the Lord. What happens can happen only if we are open to the Spirit. Perhaps we perceive nothing different at the Table or as we leave. But what do we know?

                As the Olympics begin, enjoy. Enjoy the thrill of watching and cheering the well-honed skills that bring the athletes to Beijing. But somewhere in some corner of your being, remember your own call – not necessarily to athletic prowess, but to an integrity that honors God, serves others and makes you whole.

~Sister Joan Sobala

Developing a Spirit of Love and Unity

Dear Friends,

COVID has swept over many aspects of our lives. We are distracted by the very essentials of life: food, education, shelter, health, survival. With you, I look forward to the day when we pick up the threads of life that brought us together before and will enrich us as a human community again in the future. One such positive factor that rose prominently in new ways in the 20th century was ecumenism – the restoration of unity among all Christians. Ecumenism began in Europe among Protestant Churches between the world wars. The Catholic Church was not part of that movement initially. When the work was still new and largely unknown, the Greymoor Franciscan Community in downstate New York made efforts in ecumenism that came to be reasonably well known. This Catholic community, which had its roots in the Episcopal Church, highlighted the work of unity during the 8 days from January 18th (the former feast of the Chair of Peter to January 25th (the Feast of the Conversion of Saint Paul.) The work of ecumenism didn’t formally become part of the work of the whole Church until Vatican II issued the Decree on Ecumenism (1964.) Since then, the movement toward unity has been an important ingredient in the life of the Roman Catholic Church, along with churches that range from the Orthodox Churches of the East to the Protestant Churches of the west. One Lord, one faith, one baptism is both the call and the goal. 

How do our churches achieve that unity? For one thing, Christians of all denominations need to experience a change of heart, putting aside suspicion of one another, a lack of respect for the pilgrim journeys that various churches have taken. Our own church is not an exception. We need to work on our own house so we will be ready for union. 

Our churches need to take steps of engagement, together promoting justice and truth and collaboration, and above all, developing a spirit of love and unity. Pope John XXIII, who called the Second Vatican Council, recognized that the divisions among the churches were noxious. These divisions needed to be treated, he said, not with the “medicine of condemnation but the medicine of mercy.” 

Popes since Vatican II have been eager to meet with the patriarchal leaders of the Orthodox Churches and with Protestant Church leaders in the west. Their leadership and the work of the various church agencies are essential for re-union to happen.

But our own work as members of the Catholic Church is also necessary, so that the longing for and growth toward reunion is felt throughout the Body of Christ. We need to work through the divisions we have maintained for centuries. There are few absolutes in life. The early community of Jesus’ followers gave up things they thought they could never do without. Each subsequent generation needs to ask: What is for now, what is forever? What is essential and what is not? In the life of faith, nothing burdensome should be imposed unless strictly necessary (Acts 15.22). We , the community, must develop a keen awareness of the connectedness of all Christian believers with the Holy Spirit. 

Like the Christians of the first century, we are faced with questions that won’t go away. We too need to have the courage to become what we say we are, the Body of Christ today. We too need the courage to face the questions unity requires, not point fingers at each other or put each other down. It is the Holy Spirit and we (Acts 15.28), the believing community, who work to create a church ever more consistent with the Gospel, ever more sensitive to the times. 

 ~Sister Joan Sobala

Honoring the Life & Legacy of MLK Jr & Rep. John Lewis

Srs Josepha Twomey, Dorothy Quinn, Mary Weaver, Margaret Isabelle Tracy, and Mary Paul Geck with Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. at Good Samaritan Hospital in Selma, AL. 1965

Sister Barbara Lum with Rep. John Lewis at SSJ Motherhouse, 2016

           

Dear Friends,

  This weekend, during a raging pandemic and palpable national disunity, we honor the life and legacy of Martin Luther King Jr., a visionary whose leadership was rooted in the Gospel. It seems right that today, we should also honor John Lewis, who internalized the Gospel and its message together with MLK. Congressman John Lewis died on July 17, 2021.

                The core of the vision of both King and Lewis was the “Beloved Community,” and that’s where we linger today. The Beloved Community in their lives and in ours.

                When MLK spoke of the Beloved Community, he was describing “the ultimate goal of non-violent action for peace and justice – a global community of caring, where poverty, hunger and injustice are no more. “(Syracuse Cultural Worker) “Our goal is to create a Beloved Community and this will require a qualitative change in our souls as well as a quantitative change in our lives.” (MLK)

                “You live as if you are already there, that you’re already in that community, part of that sense of one family, one house. If you visualize it, if you can even have faith that it is there, for you, it is already there.” (John Lewis)

                King and Lewis name the Beloved Community as the overarching framework of the Civil Rights Movement. Coretta Scott King speaks of it in wider terms: “The Beloved Community is a state of mind and heart, a spirit of hope – goodwill that transcends all boundaries and barriers and embraces all creation. At its core, the Beloved Community is the engine of reconciliation.”

                Somewhere is this collection of insights, we can find ourselves. How do we name and experience the Beloved Community in our lives? I hope that we can recognize the Beloved Community as the Reign of God, the Kingdom of God or as other contemporaries say, the ”Kin”dom of God. Like John Lewis, we are already there but don’t allude to it. And for Catholic Christians, the road to the Beloved Community goes through the Church.

                That’s a cultivated awareness. It’s a realization that we must work at developing. It’s so easy to go to Sunday Eucharist alone, or with our families. We recognize and even sit near friends and neighbors. But everyone there at any given Mass belongs to us and we to them. We might not agree with their political or social values. We might like their tattoos or purple hair. But we are one with them. We are together the Body of Christ, and that is more than a saying. We also belong to the Catholic Christians of Vietnam, South Sudan and Belize… every place around the world where the Baptismal waters have cast us into the same stream, making its way toward the ultimate unity of all people, all creation with God.

                It’s a fact that less American Catholics are participating in Sunday Eucharist now than in prior decades. People slip out of the pews as if no one will miss their presence – as if no one knew they were there or even cares. And here’s the awful part. Perhaps we didn’t notice their presence or their absence. Or perhaps we are the ones who have slipped away and no one seemed to notice. The Beloved Community loses so much when this happens. Our work as believers is to encourage one another to be actively engaged as the Beloved Community.

                Coretta Scott King named reconciliation as the necessary ingredient for the Beloved Community to thrive and reach its destination. Catholics seem to depend almost exclusively on the gift of reconciliation as coming from the priests and bishops exclusively, but reconciliation is the gift of believers to one another in the flow toward unity with God and all creation. It is a right and a privilege and a responsibility to reach out to one another, and say welcome home or I’m here and glad to be back.

                So today, let’s honor Martin Luther King Jr, and his leadership towards racial justice and equality.

Let’s honor John Lewis by making good trouble as he encouraged us to do. Let’s honor the faith that is in ourselves and others.

                 And together let’s “keep our eyes on the prize.” (John Lewis)

 ~Sister Joan Sobala

Plunging into our Baptismal Waters

Dear Friends,

Today we celebrate the Baptism of Jesus. Luke, and only Luke, whom we read today, tells us that Jesus is baptized in the midst of a crowd, and after others had been baptized by John.

In a sense, he’s one of the crowd…part of our humanity.

Jesus takes his place with us, with all who stand or wade or swim or seemingly drown in the waters of ordinary life. Jesus joins with us. He is not apart from us – not the only one who receives the baptism of John.

We suffer in varying degrees because the currents of our minds pull us in one direction and our desires pull us in another. Sometimes we feel deluged by the waters of our own mortality, by the threatening chaos of sin, guilt and death.

Jesus takes the plunge into the waters of life with us. He enters today’s COVID-infested waters, where we practice (or don’t practice) our faith. Jesus welcomes us in today’s waters, greets us in the midst of the flood of our life and emerges on the other side with us – victorious.

At Jesus’ baptism, he leaves his former sheltered, hidden way of life and begins his ministry. He asks people to do the same. Jesus urges us to discover what is true about ourselves and face our truth with all its beauty, paradox and difficulty.

Luke also adds that Jesus, after his baptism, prays – opening himself up to the possibilities the Spirit offers, holding himself ready, then, when the Spirit beckons, Jesus gives himself freely and completely to the need at hand.

Jesus becomes the servant described in today’s first reading from Isaiah – God’s chosen, in who God delights. Jesus goes about doing good and curing all who come to him, as we hear in the second reading. None of this is possible without prayer that loves others into life.

If our own baptism, perhaps lost in the distant past, is to be fruitful, we must also pray and enter into the uncharted future with all it takes.

For each of us, the attempt to grow into what Jesus has called us to be involves a life-long struggle. Not without joy. Not without dreams, but in a certain sense we must repeatedly descend into the waters deep within us, in order to hear what the Spirit wishes to speak to us.

With Jesus before us, beside us, behind us and with us, why should we be afraid to plunge into our baptismal waters?

~Sister Joan Sobala

Creating a New Beginning in the Same World

Dear Friends,

Today, the second day of the New Year, is, in our minds, replete with newness, resolutions and fresh beginnings – or so we think. But yesterday and today, the Gospel contains a refrain about returning, going back. Yesterday, we were told the shepherds who had come down from their flocks to Bethlehem to see for themselves “this thing that has come to pass,” then returned to their temporarily abandoned flock (Luke 2.20). Their sheep awaited them.

Today, the feast of the Epiphany is the story of the Magi, coming from distant places, following the star to the place where Jesus was. They saw. They worshipped. And at the end of the passage, we are told they returned home by a different route (Matthew 2.12).

Putting these readings together at the beginning of this New Year, the lesson is that now is the time for us to return – to the classroom, the finance office, the operating room, the laboratory and hillside, the restaurant kitchen. A return to dailiness, to begin where we left off.

Except that the world we return to need not be the same as the world we left to celebrate the Christmas season and the end of an exhausting year. Because something spiritual, deep, and mysterious happened during this holy season. It was that Jesus leapt into human life to be with us in a new and lasting way. We have seen the possible in the midst of the impossible. We have seen the face of God during these Christmas feasts, not realizing that our faces shine with the glow of that encounter. The place we are returning to will be different because we have been transformed by the star, the holy night, the face of God.

At one and the same time, we are being called to begin where we left off and yet to make a new beginning. Because of what we have seen and heard, we need not go back as the same tired, restless creatures, care-worn by life in these COVID times, lost in heart and in spirit. We go, ready to embrace a second chance at creating a newly framed world of Spirit and love.

“The routine beckons, the familiar haunts require our attention and our presence, and before long, the memory of this holy time will disappear and be packed away with the paraphernalia of the season; and yet, by God’s grace we will be open to God’s most remarkable grace and surprise in the world…Christ’s presence has hallowed all that we are and every place that we are, and by his grace the world and we can never be the same again.” (Author unknown)

            So, come with me, fellow pilgrim.
            Having seen the star
            and encountered this most remarkable child,
            Walk with me toward springtime
            and the cross and the Resurrection beyond that.

            Our pilgrimage begins with Christmas,
            but doesn’t end here.
            If we gaze at it with the eyes of faith,
            we will find the world and ourselves
            transformed by God’s embrace in the places we frequent daily.

Welcome to a vastly familiar, potentially different, 2022!

~Sister Joan Sobala

Accepting Our Imperfect Family Life

Dear Friends,

The feast of the Holy Family has the potential to make us stop to think. TV programs and ads, writers and preachers love to extol the joys of the perfect family, i.e.  husband, wife, 1.79 kids and a dog, all sitting in their spacious dining room enjoying the evening meal in tranquility.

We say, “That’s not us! That’s not our family.” In the face of the supposed ideal, discouragement threatens us, or the unwillingness to accept ourselves as we are. We need to fix us!

The good news is: that’s not the Holy Family, and not us either.

Today’s Gospel shows Jesus, about Bar Mitzvah age, exhibiting great chutzpah toward his parents. He simply stays behind in Jerusalem for three days and didn’t seem terribly remorseful when found. Frankly, Mary and Joseph could have saved themselves a lot of frustration if they had made concrete arrangements ahead of time. This is not to put down the Holy Family, but they did make a mistake in assuming rather than communicating. We know the feeling.

Luke tells us that when Mary asked the found Jesus for an explanation, she did not understand what he was saying. She had to mull it over.

Once we understand that God in the person of Jesus has experienced our imperfect family life, maybe we can accept our own situation and not feel that we must apologize for it or disown it.

A much-loved, insightful Native American, Sister Jose Hobday, author, and lecturer in the last decades of the 20^th Century, wrote that her favorite prayerbook was her family photo album.

“Three or four times a year, I get it out,” she says. “I look, I remember, and suddenly I am seeing how God has been with our family all these years. When all my other efforts at prayer fail, I bring out my family album.”

The story of Jesus, lost and found, doesn’t end in Jerusalem. We are told that Jesus went home to Nazareth with them where he was obedient and where he grew in wisdom, age and grace. This is what we are also called to do in a family: to grow, each in our own way but together with one another.

Our Gospel account today holds a deep lesson for family life in this time of stress and unravelling. Despite our failure at connecting or clear communication or recognizing one another’s pain at family disfunction, we can still become tender-hearted as we work at resolving our differences.

In this age, when some people worry that concern for the family is on the decline, a feast like this is important. It makes us take stock and take heart.

The ethician James Nelson puts it this way: “Each of us needs a place where the gifts of life make us more human, where we are linked with ongoing covenants with others, where we can return to lick our wounds, where we can take our shoes off, and where we know that within the bounds of human capacity – we are loved simply because we are. Because that human need will not die, the need for the family will not die.”

On this Holy Family Sunday, I hope we can recommit ourselves to work for a loving family life and growth in whatever context we find ourselves.

~Sister Joan Sobala