Friday, May 8, 2020

The "Yeses" in Life

Dear Friends,

Tomorrow is my 80th birthday. Birthdays are like the parables of Jesus. They seem like simple stories but they admit of a multitude of meanings that keep coming to us as our lives go on. Today, I would like to hold up an abbreviated parable of these 80 years as a mirror for reflecting on your own experiences.

On this Mother’s Day, how can we resist some thoughts about our mothers – the first carriers of our lives. From my childhood, my mother, Celia, had trouble with me. I was a contrarian who didn’t want to follow her directions. One day, when my mother was talking to a neighbor across the front fence, she called out to me “Joanie, don’t go into the street.” I stood on the curb and looked at her as I stuck my toe into the street. She turned away and laughed. That’s how life was. For better or for worse, I have put my toe into many streets of life. Did you do that?

There were tough moments when I was attacked, literally by neighborhood thugs and once by a boy in my class at school. My mother taught me courage and resilience. She stood by me just as Mary stood by Jesus throughout his life and never turned away. Maybe your mother stood by you as you grew or maybe she didn’t or couldn’t. Who stood by you at critical times of your life?

Later, when I wanted to respond to God’s call to religious life, she resisted. Celia reasoned that I would be locked away forever and not be able to taste the options of life. Years later, my mother admitted to the richness of my life, and hers as a result. What choices have you made in response to God’s call that your family could value only in retrospect?

Over the years, I have learned that the journey of my adult life is more than the first commitment I made as a Sister of Saint Joseph. That choice was certainly foundational but it swelled with other calls to welcome, accompany, discern with and integrate others into faith, other times to say “Yes.” Thinking again of Mary, the mother of Jesus, we remember her "yes" to the invitation of God to bear her son. That "yes" took her to stand on the shores of his life as he preached, taught, healed. It took her to stand beneath the cross and to experience the terrible pain of holding his dead body in her arms. Mothers never want to experience the death of their children. But she also experienced his Risen from the dead and she experienced the Pentecost coming of the Holy Spirit (for the second time for her). What has the first “Yes” and other “Yeses” of your life meant to you and others?

Here we are today – threatened by a virus we can’t see or hear or touch, but one which could overwhelm us as individuals, families, and as a church and nation. Often the cable networks carry pictures of people who have died from complications of COVID-19. Many of them were young – serving the community with their talents and desires. Why did they die and why, at 80, am I still here? What does God want of me? Why are you still here? What does God want of you?  

What does faithfulness to God and to my treasured commitments mean to me in this new context? Shall I put my toe into the street again? To borrow the question of Mary to the angel: “How will this be?” What does it mean to say “Yes” to God at my age – and you at yours?

~Sister Joan Sobala

5 comments:

  1. You are so right, Sister. Here we are in quarantine, asked to be here to save others, and perhaps that is our calling now

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  2. Happy birthday,Joan!
    Your bold steps combined with your gentle acceptance of the Word has been a gift to the world.
    We are blessed by your brilliance,strength, spirituality and unwavering courage.
    Along with Mary,you accepted the invitation,carried and nurtured the Promise,shared the Gift to those who hungered to be fed while respecting those not ready for a strong woman called to break open the Bread.You are timeless as the wind as you continue your mission toward a very new world.
    Thank you for giving each of us Fresh Winds.Our journey is better because of you.

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  3. Such an inspirational reflection, Sister. Thank you for your insight and questions left for us. Happy Birthday and thank you for your gifts to us.

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  4. Happy birthday, Joan! You have been a model of courage for John and me..and continue to be. As John and I turned 71 and 65, respectively this past March and April, in quarantine we had much to reflect on. We realized that age really is just a number and that even though we have fewer years ahead of us than behind, those years become even more precious and our relationship with our God and those God has given us has become a treasure in our lives. Thank you for this beautiful reflection! It got me thinking of the gift my mother was to me!

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  5. Nicely done. Your creative thinking is always an invitation to deep reflection. Thanks.

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